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Nikay Paredes; 21 yrs. old; Cebu City, PH






Thursday, September 28, 2006

I don't have a radio. As in the transistor-radio type you reconfigure every five minutes. I heard that a couple of people died because of the clumsy trees. And floods, probably. We took a cab around the metro. The taxi driver was so cute. Hello, Ali Mall, not Megamall (ALI. MEGA. Hmm.) And I bought sampaguitas from a barefoot boy somewhere in Ortigas. Swish.

Kristallnacht at the Red Ribbon. So sad. There's still cake at the corners of my mouth.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Let's go all the way/ Motion in the ocean tonight.

Weeks weeks weaks. More to GO. Thank you God for creating a beautiful game like football. I can smell the weekend.

All the way...

Monday, September 18, 2006

Oh sweet, she moved the deadline for our workbook. I really can't wait for this semester to be over.

Friday, September 15, 2006

I contradict myself. No I don't.


Thursday, September 14, 2006

Real Madrid loses 0-2 to Lyon because of a mule up front. How "rude." It's the Makalele curse, I tell you.

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Echoes
Louise Gluck

1.
Once I could imagine my soul
I could imagine my death.
When I imagined my death
my soul died. This
I remember clearly.

My body persisted.
Not thrived, but persisted.
Why I do not know.

2.
When I was still very young
my parents moved to a small valley
surrounded by mountains
in what was called the lake country.
From our kitchen garden
you could see the mountains,
snow covered, even in summer.

I remember peace of a kind
I never knew again.

Somewhat later, I took it upon myself
to become an artist,
to give voice to these impressions.

3.
The rest I have told you already.
A few years of fluency, and then
the long silence, like the silence in the valley
before the mountains send back
your own voice changed to the voice of nature.

This silence is my companion now.
I ask: of what did my soul die?
and the silence answers

if your soul died, whose life
are you living and
when did you become that person?

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

It's 4 a.m. I just finished the short story for Doctor Brion's class. I better get some sleep if I want to hit a decent top spin for table tennis tomorrow and win at least one doubles match.

Ayeee.

Sunday, September 3, 2006

I got your heart down in the cemetery
No cheers, they're really scary
R-I-P R-I-P yeah R-I-P man right by me!

- "Graveyard," The Yeah Yeah Yeahs

<3 Socio&Anthrotrip and...


Friday, September 1, 2006

Now I know why I avoid listening to Urbandub.

Because I get homesick.

I miss going to the beach at a whim. Or hearing that stupid bird outside my window sing every morning. Dimsum in Dimsum Break/Ding Qua Qua/Metro Ayala/the sidewalk. The emo people in the lagoon. The goodmorningma'amsirwelcometoAyalaCenterrr security guard(ess). Cheap gigs. Dispatchers. 04C Plaza Housing jeepney rides.

Ambot sa e-mo. Packing can be so sad.